sorry

sorry is a word that is very important to me...
so... i'm very sorry to all my friends..
wad i did wrong to u all..
i'm really sorry....
plz plz forgive me.... i'll change my attitude...
hope we can be forever friends...

hurts~

hmm... when i post a blog..
it is always a sad or a happy event..

but sad events is more then happy ones..
so.. this time is also a sad one.

mayb sometimes.. they don't know how i feel..

they don't know what is the purpose i do some things...

they don't know me well..

they don't know what they just said..

But,

i know how they feel abt me..

i know how they treat me..

i try to avoid myself to b wif them be4..

but it's hard..

so i change myself so that i can be wif them..

but it doesn't seems like it's working...

haiz... i really don't know

what should be the next step from now..

it really hurts my feelings..

TT

haiz...
glad to hear that they had fun.
but was very very sad tht i can't go..
they will sure be talking abt it at scdhool..
but i sure be left out...
cz donno wad to say..

haiz... wad to do...
am not smart like them...
as Teacher Hartini says...
" This program is specially for smart students."
so... i'm not smart.. not entitled to go....

haiz.... just donno how to improve...
why being a student need to be so stress..
can't a student just study happily...
y do we need to have a stress teenage life..

haiz!!

TT huhuhu~~

Guess all my classmates know wad i gonna write..

sometimes.. it's just the word "regreat".

we don't wan this word to be use...

but we still offten need to use it...

TT

sad day... wad ever he says will be always been remembered..

1st class in ken hwa... 3 Setia... last class... 3 Setia..

really hope he will be happy in his new area...

will settle down good there....

need to say bye bye to him now....

our class really had a very happy time with him today..

don't really wanna go home.. but wad to do...

time never waits for us... they just pass by...FAST!!

TT

GONNA MISS HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hate!!!~~

Why is it have to be like this..??

although it had already been a long time..

i though it is settled...

but NO!!!!

I realize something.... just found out abt it...

Why didn't they tell me??? WHY??!!!!!

I HATE IT!!!!! Trayders!!!!

ARGH!!!! I'M JUST VERY VERY ANGRY AND UPSET NOW!!!!

WHY???!!!! WHY DON'T TIS NEED TO HAPPEN???

FRIENDS??? REALLY????!!!

OR JUST MAKING USE OF ME???!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

CAN'T STAND IT!!!

TIRED!!!

i'm sleepy now..

but still got 2 "minit mesyuarat" need to do..

for band... tired... haven start doing the "minits"..

don't know how to do... + sleepy...

so... haven do yet... this week nid ody... haiz..

today is karnival kokum... band selling things...

i was originally going to help "kelab pengguna"

but endded up helping band....

i still sopport band more....

band sold many things....

we started getting these food 2days be4...

we sold out almost everything!!!!

we started with selling pudding...

5 mins... GONE!!! FINISH!!! so fast...

most "laku" food was the one and only

BAND CHICKEN WING!!!

hahah.. so many ppl buy....

when i was buying cupons.... i saw teacher Ester...

baby Eugene is so cute.. ^^

happy to see him... cz was waiting to see him

when he is still in his mum's stomach..

hehehe..

OH YA!!!!! 2morrow is a holiday..

only for our school...!!!

YES!!! hahahahah... so super duper HAPPY!!!!

:)

STRESS OUT!!!!!!!!!!

HAIZ!!!! TIRED!!! DIZZY!!! FOLIO!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

today is really a day that is the most stress ever...

i really wanted to cry... TT

finish school at 3.30.... rush to piano class at 4....

and guess wad i forgot to do...??

fetch my neighber back home!!!

AGH!!! wad am i doing...

this is the 2nd time i've did this... haiz...

piano class finished at 5.15... when back home...

do some letter for leo club...

then eat dinner..... dinner time..... my mum told me this...

"lil emily (my niece) is quite comfird having H1N1!!"

this really really gives me more stress...

that lil girl is only 3 years old...!!! haiz....

really hope she recover soon.... TT

and oso hope my stress will just go off!!!!!