hurts~

hmm... when i post a blog..
it is always a sad or a happy event..

but sad events is more then happy ones..
so.. this time is also a sad one.

mayb sometimes.. they don't know how i feel..

they don't know what is the purpose i do some things...

they don't know me well..

they don't know what they just said..

But,

i know how they feel abt me..

i know how they treat me..

i try to avoid myself to b wif them be4..

but it's hard..

so i change myself so that i can be wif them..

but it doesn't seems like it's working...

haiz... i really don't know

what should be the next step from now..

it really hurts my feelings..